That moment when inspiration leaves...

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and your muse goes on vacation.



That's exactly what I feel, not just today, it happens from long time ago.

The worst part about it, is when you try to draw, and nothing happens, you can't find someone to make a new portrait, (and you don't want to do the same again, and again) you can't see in your mind your own characters in a good perspective, neither the older ones.

Then, you try to write, but you have seen a lot of movies and you find that someone in Hollywood had the same idea and you can't still working with it, although the film is really bad and the end is completely different and a b*llsh*t, most of the argument is the same so... discard the novel of your mind after having spent five years working on it looking for information and all this sh*t ... 

Okay, let's try a new thing, photomanipulations, ok, I like them a lot, I'm learning interesting things about photoshop, Cheesus, this program have a lot of cool things!! So I try to find new pics to make manips, but, guess what? I have no inspiration, so I spend hours looking for pictures, and I see nothing, and when I find something, it's pretty obvious the final piece, so if I look the links under the pic made by other artists, I see exactly what I want to do, so I discard the idea.

Do you know what I really hate?? When I'm in my bed, about to sleep, and I can't. Too many ideas come to my head, long descriptions about places and people, and I can imagine so clearly that I could make a great drawing, but I am too tired to wake up, turn on my computer or anything. Then I think, Why not turn on the mobile sound recorder and record what I think? But I can't talk, my husband is sleeping. And I don't feel strong enough to wake up and record what I'm thinking.

I did not use this time google translate to help, so please, excuse my english!

Waaaah!RageI think I've fainted.FearStareGrr.TearsfrustratedStupid Me!Argh! Stupid writer's block.Upset
 
*deep sigh*

Thanks for read this sh*t.

And, please, note that I am now a happy person, I'm not in a bad mood in my life, I'm just without inspiration, that worries me, but I'm still being happy. :)

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birdgirl69's avatar
awww :) i know how you feel... sometimes it's the same to me, i wanna draw or color something and the moment i grab the tablet pen or pencil to draw, every idea or the will to do something goes away just like that.... 
i'll leave some of my pictures for inspiration or if you wanna draw them :)
goo.gl/4L8Nxigoo.gl/CLpP4Bgoo.gl/vGMrKt